So, today started off...we...on a very late note. I woke up around 1:05, proceeded to take a shower, and kick off my day. Wait, what day? My day was as blank as the paper before the ink scribbles its wonders on top of it; now i just need to find my pen, to add miracles to my life.
My parents ignored me, no surprise there. Something in the back of my mind told me I should talk to my sister though, and I very much did try. I tried talking to her about Jaime but of course my brother had to interrupt.
After about 2 hours of being awake, I decided to nap and had a wonderful dream. It was the feeling of being truly happy and just not caring about the world. I was with the man I loved and there was no one that could separate us. Then the sudden abruptness above me of my brother running up the stairs and yelling my name... "DIDI, DIDI!!!" : ) And this is why I'm still in this house. Because of my siblings love. My sister and I looked up what our astrological animals meant and I discovered that in Rooster "you get what you see" and I'm not too sure how I feel about this. What's on the outside of me is definitely not what's on the inside so I'm skeptical about this statement. But who am I to judge myself?
I finally decided to text Jaime, and he texted back. Although the conversation only has to do with stars and me, the little knot my stomach when I receive his text is one of the best feelings ever! I love unlocking my phone and wondering what this CAPS LOCK boy will write to me next...hehe. Still...no expectations.
Now, here I am; waiting for Jaime's text, watching Pulp Fiction in the next window, and writing about my day.
Dear Summer,
PLEASE get better!
Love,
Nitasha
We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars
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